letters to a king (most foolish thing i ever wrote. sorry if it doesn’t seem to make sense lool)

I have never felt nine years old;
Not even when I was.
But now at mind I am who I could never be
And you, the one I cannot have.

It is clear to me you are a King
And I am whoever that I am.
I giggle and I smile just like a fool
And oh what a fool I truly am.

For I do not know you
And neither you me
So I am either bewitched or smitten
By the vessels that have carries your words thus near
Or the winds that turn your sails to wings
Oh and beneath your crown, yes, the way you think.
I’m taken by your sacred hymns
And the sacrifice that gave you immortality.

I hear you have an army large
I hear that you stand amid great kings
And the One to Whom you solely bow
Is King over
Kingest of all

I hear one day He’ll come and take
All those with oil their jars of clay
And of all these wedding bells I seek,
His will ring loudest of all.